Wednesday, August 12, 2020

Split Decision

I can see it in your face, you gotta make a split decision
Is it, is it worth it?
You won't spare me any mercy
Said you'll never trust me again (you'll never trust me again)
Said you'll never love me again (you'll never love me again)
Said all that you need is your friends and you just be frontin'
Said you'll never trust me again (you'll never trust me again)
Love me again (you never love me again)
Said all that you need is your friends and you just be frontin'...
Partynextdoor - Split Decision

There are times in life where we must make a split decision on what we need to do to feel better. In the above song, Partynextdoor knows that his girl got to make a split decision on rather to stay with him or not after he was caught cheating with another woman. He knows that she must do what is best for her since he didn't appreciate her like he should've. Now back to us...when are you going to decide to make split decision on yourself? Well let me tell when I finally made a split decision on my weight loss journey.

It was on a Friday in July 2019 where I got off early from work. I had scheduled to get off early on this Friday two weeks prior to relax and chill. So when I got off I went to Harps grocery and got me a chicken strips dinner and a Gatorade. I came home and began eating while watching ESPN. Afterwards I took a shower and began to play some PS4 and then my chest started hurting. I was nervous but I figured it would just go away. I took some aspirin and took a nap. I woke up a few hours later and now my chest pain has gotten worse. So I went to WebMD (I know, I know) and I had symptoms of a heart attack. I called my mother and friends to tell them that I was on my way to the ER for my chest pain. My mother stated that she was coming and my friends said the same thing. I told them to wait and let me see what the doctor will say. So when I walked into the ER and told them my chest is hurting, they immediately rushed me to the back. I began praying in my head and was thinking I am too young to die. The nurses began placing the nodes in me for an EKG. Tears were trying to come out because I was super nervous and scared. After like ten minutes or so the EKG results were good but I am still not out of the woods yet. I had an X-ray of my heart. The X-ray was good. My heart was slightly bigger than normal but I was 517 lbs during that time so my heart would need to be a little bigger than normal. While I was being rolled back into the room I was in room I let out a very large burp. I was kinda ashamed however my chest pain went away. The doctor came in the room and had a smile on her face. She said Mr.Daniels you just had gas. She said you are find. But in that moment I made split decision to get healthy. It could have been worst. This was my wake up call from God. 

Sometimes in life we need a wake up call to make us finally decide on what we need to do. So I asked you right now make a split decision on improving yourself and removing anything that is holding you from your happiness. You got this.... #MyLastFatHomecoming 

The thing you need to do....

Don't stop. Everyday keep going. Don't stop your journey. You got this. We believe in you....now believe in yourself....