Shoe Strings

You don't need no other body

You don't need no other body

Only you fi hold my body

Only you fi hold my body

You don't need no other body

WhizKid - Essence

The simple task of tying my shoe was difficult. Can you imagine a grow ass man having trouble tying his shoes. Not being able to reach your shoe strings. Feeling like you are about to faint when you bend over.  And when you do tie them, the strings are tied to the side.  But now...I'm tying everything with the weight loss. 😂😂😂 

Being 500 plus made simple tasks difficult to do. Which leads to depression and losing hope in life. Feeling imprisoned in your own body... I was in solitary confinement for years. Wearing a mask that was heavy to carry.  Ashamed that my grown could not tie my own shoe. So now you see why tying my shoe is a big deal for me. That task was a key to open up my cell....

#Food4Thought 

Find the keys to your imprisonment. We all have things we are insecure about. Don't allow those insecurities to keep you locked out your potential. Manifest and believe in you. 

YOU

Today is the day. Today is the day to face your fears. Today is the day to get over your insecurities. Today is the day to start your journey of loving you. The real you. The you that is holding you back. The you that is has been hurt. Cheated on. Let down. Lied on. Over looked. Not heard....yeah that

You

Once you learn to love yourself....nobody can your past, insecurities, fears and hurts against you. So what is stopping you now....

How I adore our love would be so true

I just wish you knew

I'd be all yours if my mind didn't wander, I've got scars

From a life before you

Please don't think I'm insecure

I just can't trust no one else

Please don't think I'm insecure

I just feel safe by myself

Brent Faiyaz - Insecure

#FoodForThought

Manifest your season. Don't stop walking. Take it one day at time. And again MANIFEST...

Cupcakes

This will a short and sweet entry....(like cupcakes)

Don't stop trying to be the best version of YOU. Keep up the hard work. Keep taking steps no matter how smaller or big towards your goals. Love you for being YOU.  Don't allow anyone to silence your voice. Your voice matter. YOU MATTER.

I want the best you all. And I know you can smash your goals so don't stop.

#For4Thought

MANIFEST

MANIFEST

MANIFEST

Eyes to the Sky

Do you know what makes this world go around?

Around

Do you know what makes this world go around?

Around

Think it through, what it means to you

And everything you do don't affect just you, oh

I can't help but feel like I don't give a fuck

But just take this shit and blow it up

It's no wonder I feel stuck

Fuck what sent you aim, would you claim?

We all come from the same

And I don't know if it'll change

Do you know what makes this world go around?

Around

Do you know what makes this world go around?

Around

Brent Faiyaz - Skyline

I was watching one of Les Brown's motivation videos on YouTube and he said this... If you fall make sure you fall on your back because if you can see the sky you can get up.

I was like Damn...that hit home. I have a fear of failing. I get paralyzed at times when trying something new. For example, I was scared as hell when I started this journey. I remember being at the seminar being extremely nervous. My anxiety was on 💯. I knew I was going to fail. I almost convinced myself to get up and walk out. The fear of failure was saying Tristan you will failing. But this time I was like fuck that and let's TRY.

This TRY lead to me winning. Yes I still have a fear of failing but I have the confidence now to TRY. 

#Food4Thought

MANIFEST your goals.

Don't be afraid to fail when you can get up and try again.

Love YOURSELF despite your flaws, failures, fears, and etc.